In ketamine I am in the dark but I am not alone. I am with God. I am safe. I am Kristen.
I can dream and I am outside of time. Everything is connection and healing. God shows me my path and I can see it so clearly. It makes perfect sense. Everything fits together. I laugh and cry because only God would be able to create something so beautiful out of so much tragedy and pain.
I embrace the dark because God is within me. Because I know the light will come again. Because I need to honor those who have died and my own darkness. Because letting go makes room for what is to come.
I breathe and I float and I am. I am being. I am love. I am holy and beloved.
I know my truth and I know who I am and I know where I am going. For the first time in my life I am grounded in the dark. I have hope and the light of Jesus is guiding me.
Thanks be to God ✨

