100 Ketamine Infusions

In ketamine I feel so much love. I am connected. And I remember. God is preparing me. Gently rocking me by the water while whispering Her dreams for me in clouds of blue and gold. I am scared but I know to push past the fear. I am in the moment with God as She slowly loosens the trauma inside of me and sifts it out of my body, washing me clean and stitching words of love in the spaces left behind. I know my time is coming. I can feel it. I open myself to all the love and let the energies shift inside of me so I can make room for it all. I sit in the presence of God, in this being that is Kristen, and I know deep within myself that I am good. That I am worthy. That nothing is wrong with me. And that I am, and always have been, love.